came home from a long night today ):
was just thinking about things baby has been telling me recently.
i kinda realised that shawn? well, hes just really not for me.
u may ask, so why the dreams?
well, dreams are just dreams. its nothing important. hes just as insignificant as leon and hafiz.
i just need to learn to see him nowadays not as an ex or someone who i had quarrells with in the past.
IMMA MOVING ON, STWR! haha.
i have been actually, i just guess u havent gotten the hint from it since then.
its officially open now okay? im through with u.
the good times were great but all u are to me is just my dance partner. and imma keeping it that way.
im true to kenny so i wanna say this..
I LOVE KENNY NG CHENG WEI!!!!!!
i find it all so suprising as in, everythings happening within the week.
the stwr thing, with the cheryl and the shocking drama yesterday in church.
the coming home, realising my little box of green m&ms that hafiz gave me 2 years ago just got thrown out because my mom was cleaning up my room.
honestly, i felt abit sad when i realised it was gone. it kinda cheered me up at times.
no no, not the fact that it came from hafiz.. more of the fact that it was green m&ms and ive never seen as many in a bottle before (:
well, hes the past and maybe its a sign that even that little bottle of m&ms should be history too. hee.
im just waiting for the day ken will remember to celebrate my birthday ):
hmm.
ken got me a baby taz, a famous stars and straps tee and a pair of giordano shorts for christmas. wonder what hell get me for my birthday. hee (((:
